New Testingstan

I just realized that I belong to four websites just to talk to you guys.

it's like internet loneliness

And yet I'm more social then I've ever been.

Oh brother

Oh man we got the TNG S1 uniforms as a present

So Val and I have been doing the swinger/open marriage thing and the amount of creeps is staggering. Its given me a look at what it must be like to be a woman.

You couldn't pay me to put up with that shit on my own. Equality my fat ass.

i imagine it's mostly a shitload of unmarried dudes who think open marriage means no standards

There's that. One local guy wanted to come by in the middle of the day, while the kids are home and kept asking via text. Or to take val and park.

Hadn't even met him yet. And no didn't mean no. She told him I'd shoot up his car (i wouldn't) and he finally got the message.

what like he'd just pick her up and park in front of your house

No, like pick her up and go fuck in a parking lot or something.

classy

in other news i've been having a minor panic attack for like 2 hours so this is gonna be a great day

How come?

Sent you a PM. Don't really want to post the details of what's bothering me in a public forum.

But inquiring minds want to know! (Not really)

Sorry to hear that Los. Hope things improve.

I'll live. Just gotta focus on not clenching my teeth.

Sorry to hear that Los. I haven't had panic attacks in a while, but when I did they were pretty horrible. I'd get in this loop where the panic would make me think about the trigger.

Losonti Tokash wrote:classy

in other news i've been having a minor panic attack for like 2 hours so this is gonna be a great day

I lived with panic attacks for years, so any time you want to vent, you know where to find me.

What is the treatment for panic attacks?

For me it was heavy duty medication. Worked like a charm.

EDIT: well, that and managing stress. It's like drinking, you're never really 'cured', you just manage it to the point where you can get on with your life.

Sex with Rhea.

Well, take your mind off things for a bit.

Aaron wrote:Sex with Rhea.

Well, take your mind off things for a bit.

so what's your deductible on that

Oooo...there's no good way to answer that.

lol

anyway tucker in my case i just practice breathing techniques, thought this time i forgot to actually do that and had to be reminded