Testing Chat Thread

[RyanThunder]

You might want to take a break from tsboti too, cause fuck me.

I'm so confused

[weemadando]

And seriously Phant, do you think that not doing what you've been trying to do for years will make anyone happier with you than it just taking a bit longer?

The only reason to stop is if YOU need/want to.

[Aaron]

Look in the romney tax thread, n and p.

[RyanThunder]

Oh, I thought you were talking to me. My bad. Haven't been on tob for a while.

[Aaron]

Probably for the best.

[Phantasee]

i was supposed to write the exam in june

i was supposed to graduate the day after

instead i failed math because i was too busy campaigning for the provincial election all semester to learn linear algebra, and winning awards at the national model un conference in NY instead of reviewing for finals, on top of the other four classes which were among the hardest i've ever taken, including this tax class which i didn't get a good enough mark in for the entrance exam, so i had to do math in may/june, and then do this tax class by distance learning (aka read the textbook and the tax act) and write the exam in october

so basically it's all on me because i did too much

you can't win everything

i helped win nmun, canimun, i helped win 4/5 seats and the general election for the party, but when it came down to the one thing that only depended on me, i failed

and it's not that my dad has unreasonable expectations

he'll get over it, he'll realize quickly enough it's a temporary delay, but fuck it's going to feel awful to tell him i fucked it up


y'all remember that accident i had two years ago? my first conscious thought, after i opened my eyes and saw the whole cab sideways, and realized i was alive, was: "dad is gonna be so upset"

he breaks his back for us, for me, my education, and my future, and i can't even pass a fucking tax class in time

or keep a truck up on its wheels

[Aaron]

Dude, your only human and we're our own worst enemies. I used to fear that I'd disappointed my parents, not gone to school, enlisted. I found out years later that all they wanted for me was to be happy.

[Flagg]

Bean is a dumb cunt. This shouldn't be news to anyone.

[Aaron]

Yeah, it isn't. But I find his blatent attempt to get Phant down offensive, along with the callusness of the board in general.

[Darksi4190]

you want to talk familial disappointment? My dad's family consists primarily of blue-collar workers and sports players. I had the piss-poor luck of being born as the Smart one, and to top that off, my heart problems as a kid made it impossible to play any sports in school during my early years. I could probably handle it now, or could've during high school, but i'd never developed an interest in them.

They love me, i'm sure. your family kind of has to love you no matter what, but i'm pretty sure they'll never respect me until I find some way to prove myself as a man.

[Phantasee]

it's just one of those things that i'll have to get through before i can get over it

i'm really mixed up right now

there's this fear people have

and i don't know how fair it is to ascribe it to other people because i can't feel what they feel

but y'know how some people get exam anxiety? i don't get that because i'm always in control in an exam situation, time is always on my side and i usually know more than enough material to ace it

but i feel like i get that anxiety when i ask out a girl i really like, like not just a random girl to take to dinner or a movie or whatever, but someone you actually want something serious with

and you're definitely not in control, you don't know the answer

you put a lot of weight on that answer or outcome

you can't get over it until you go through it

[Phantasee]

but yeah i'm kinda in both boats right now and i don't know which one is sinking faster

[Losonti Tokash]

[RyanThunder]

So, I read that thread

Bean needs to be beaten to death with a dictionary sized tome that reads "You are an imbecile." over and over.

[Agent Bert Macklin]

You know what's funny about the living, breathing Mr. Bean fiasco? You can argue that ALL charitable donations are selfish.

[RyanThunder]

What a barely literate, self-superior waste of oxygen.

[Shroom Man 777]

it is conducive for improved autometaspiritualization to remove psychoemotional sources of retropaleocholesterol

[Crazedwraith]

it is conducive for improved autometaspiritualization to remove psychoemotional sources of retropaleocholesterol

?
flibbadob. Blip-blop-bleep!

[evilsoup]

he's saying this thread is in danger of drowning in fat, and we need to chill out on a life raft rather than flailing around throwing greasy white chunks of cholestorol at people we don't like

[Crazedwraith]

oh. Basically he's against this being 'goodamn teo' mark ii? Cause that's easier to say mang

also tsboti? I figure it means teo from context, but how was that even derived?

[Aaron]

smartest board on the Internet.

[Crazedwraith]

aaaaahhhh. it all makes sense now.

[Aaron]

Anyways, lets not bitch about them too much but Phant, we're here for you man. If you need to talk or whatever.

[evilsoup]

I think highlighting stupid things people say over there and lolling at it is one thing, but going full OMFG WHAT A HANDFUCKER MORON is just
I don't know
chill out

[Phantasee]

Blood = money, $1 = $1,000,000, 1 drop = 10 units, youre a terrible person because I'm a terrible person.